Desperate
I'm 18 years old, and I've been single for all my life. I've always been cool with it too. I've always told myself that it's perfectly fine to wait for the right guy to come along and take his place in my heart, that it's fine to not be bothered with being a part of a relationship. That's I don't need to rush into anything because the right guy will come along at the right time. "You don't have a boyfriend?!?!?!" It's amazing how one little sentence can release all the self-doubt that's been locked away for 18 long years. For some reason, this sentence bothered me so much during the whole of today. I couldn't figure out why, but I was so bothered by it, pondering over why I wasn't even in a relationship and why that bothered me so much all of a sudden. I talked to my mum about this, and was quickly reminded of why I never told her anything too personal in the first place - she told me that I was so bothered about it b...
Lighting a candle for a fallen friend? Very thoughtful of you. Hopefully I find the spark of light I lost soon. It's nice to see a little light in the dark sometimes, ya know?
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