For we must all learn to howl.

Yesyesyes I know this is like the 3rd post today, but I really have so much to add in!!! Waaaaa~~ Ok, and well I just sneaked into msn, and OMG OMG 'Edward' changed his account, and he was like, "Add meeeeee!!!" though well I don't think it was meant for me, but I still added him anyway :P Yikes, I feel like a stalker or some obsessed freak! Such a dirty, unclean feeling... I feel kind of guilty now :( Ohmigod finals are creeping up even faster than I'd prefer, but then again since when do I actually have a say in this matter? In truth, since when did any of us students ever have a say in these matters? Hmm, how about NEVER? Riiight? So anyway about 2 weeks more to finals, and what am I doing? Blogging/writing in my diary, listening to 98.7, reading, basically doing anything to escape the horror of having to do revision. Truth is, I find all these tests devoid of any meaning (not to mention that they are uber boring...) especially since I've sort of decide...

So the sec 4s are graduating next Friday, October 2. Is it me, or am I the only one who actually seems upset about this?? I mean, no one else seems to care . Maybe I'm overreacting (again), but I really am upset over this. After all, 'Edward' will be leaving too. Every day that passes by, I mourn because I'll miss him the most. I have not told him of my feelings for him, and I will not. I don't want to jeopardise this friendship I have with him. Yes all this sounds like some soap opera, but then again... Well he did say that he's aiming for college, and so with any luck, I'll be aiming for that too. I wanted to get him something, but I really rather not because I don't want him to start suspecting anything. Plus, every single time I see him, he's with his friends. I don't want to be the junior who keeps looking for him. People might talk, and by then I can kiss good-bye to my sanity. Or maybe its just my over-active imagination playing games with...

So this my new blog. Whoopee.Though from what I see there doesn't seem to be much that I can type here without worrying that some idiot who knows me might just read my posts and spread it around so the whole frickin' world shall know what I have here. Don't get me wrong though-I did choose to do this, but the thing is, I like being able to write (type?) whatever I like without worrying about others reading it. So I guess that diaries are seriously handy for times like these. Hmm, lets move to a less depressing subject... so yeap I saw him today, if looking at his back counts. Who am I talking about, you ask? Well, none other than my Edward. Yes its soo cliche but then again, how can I complain? Almost everyone I know calls me 'the Singaporean Bella', and not without good reason. I even have a Jacob (or at least that's what my friends call him.) Back to subject, I saw him!! He didn't see me though (from what I can guess) and that should be a good thing; if h...