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The Sin I Have Committed

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry and I don't know why. I don't know what I did wrong. All I know is that this loneliness is terrible. It's suffocating and maddening and driving me to think of things , terrible things that will cause more harm than anything else. I'd apologise a thousand times if it would get you to look at me , talk to me, anything. I'd commit seppuku  if I had to. Please. The loneliness is what kills me. I don't know what sin I committed, but please tell me.

THIS PART

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After going to the Harry Potter exhibition with Xinyi (I might do a blog post about that soon, I'm kinda lazy to retrieve all the photos from my phone right now), I had to look through all the Harry Potter-related pictures in my phone. And I came across this. Which made me both laugh and cry, because I was exactly like this while watching HP7 part 2, and because I would never have the chance to do it in the cinema again.

Weeping Angels and Dollmakers

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I was watching another FF (Fatal Frame) walkthrough by Pyschadelicsnake (the Wii version is out, go watch it, he's freaking awesomesauce) and well, I'd suddenly thought of that infamous Weeping Angels episode from the Doctor Who series that I'd heard about. Being curious and all, of course I went to check it out. Well, when someone says "weeping angels" what I tend to think of is: A stone angel, or an angel-demon, or even an angel of death. Just... Not these  things. They're not pretty, and from what I've heard, they're not friendly either. I'm no Whovian (fan of the Doctor Who series), but I've been analysing these creatures since I saw about half of the video (I couldn't watch the full video, I got really creeped out) 10 minutes ago. I can't think of any way to escape these things without getting killed. And I've been thinking quite a lot, from quite a few angles (I may not be academic-smart, but when it...

Beautiful

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This song is pure magic.

Who ARE you?

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I dream of you almost every night now. Sometimes you're just a flash in my dream, a quick glance and you're gone, other times you're the only thing that my dream's about. Who the hell are you?  You never look the same every time you visit me in my sleep, and yet I instantly recognise you. I don't know your name, I don't know anything about you, and yet I find that I'm the only one who knows you. It doesn't sense, but then again it's not supposed to. After all, which girl keeps dreaming of a boy she's never met? Or have we met? I would not know, since you never stay as the same person. You always look different. But there's that something about you that never changes, that always allows me to recognise you. Or is it you who allows me to recognise you? Please, let me find you, or please find me. I think I'm going insane, knowing that you're so close and yet so far. I'm definitely going crazy, talking to myself like this. ...

Dance With Me

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Are they not beautiful? Come, dance with me.

Shuichiro Oishi - Rain Dance

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It's a beautiful song, and I genuinely love this. Keep your mind clear You can hear the whisper of the wind Trees in the street are gently humming a peaceful love song Now! Open the eyes of your heart You will see all that you missed out on The story just started now under the velvet cloud You remember how to get to the station called wonderland If you awake the sleeping sense anyone can get there so easily People coming and going, running across the street Never stopping to take the time to smell the roses Won’t you come out to play? Even though the sun’s taken a break Welcome to the world of rain singin’ in the rain Fill up your heart with pieces of joy Let’s get together knockin’ a cheerful rhythm on the door that leads to the dream Welcome to the world of the rain dancin’ in the rain What a beautiful day feels like flying it’s not bad on such a day Take away all your pain with rain dancin’ in the rain Keep y...