For we must all learn to howl.

Some days your necklace around my neck feels so heavy I fear I might suffocate from its weight - other days it's a source of comfort for me, a little secret encased in this reminder to me that even if I don't know where to turn you'll always be there. What have you done to me? I must insist that you undo this spell that sits heavy in my chest, pulling and tugging and wheedling until I find myself beside you again. I must insist, just like you insist with your eyes and lips and touch and warmth for me to give in - give in to me, stop thinking, let your thoughts go and feel, just feel - and dear god I do. Your scent, your scent is all I can register wrapped around me like your hoodie - your eyes glinting with haze and mischief - your hands, so warm and strong - your voice low and hoarse with our intermingling breaths.  In these moments - I am lost. In these moments - I am found. What have you done? ~ I am not ashamed , I want to scream. I am proud, proud to be wit...

And that's how it works; That's how you got the girl.

Happy New Year, everyone! I can't believe the year has flown by so quickly - it really doesn't feel like 2015 began that long ago. Then again, 2015 was a shit year so I'm kind of glad that we're done with that year and moving on to 2016. Here's hoping 2016 will treat us much better than 2015 did, and with loads of happiness and love. As usual, it wouldn't have been possible to make it through the fuckfest that 2015 was, and I'm really, really glad for the amazing people who stuck around when I needed them most. Circleround: Thank you so much for being the group of weirdos that you are, university really wouldn't be as bearable without you guys. I've always felt that we don't have that much in common, but it's always amazed me how we always come together for the simple reason that we're all friends. Thank you for putting up with my nonsense, and thank you for being there for me when I needed it. I love you nerds, and here'...