For we must all learn to howl.

Words cannot possibly describe how pissed off I am at this stupid audio recording. The sound guys were nice enough to help me though, that explains the less fucked-up audio after the BOOM MY LEVELS ARE PEAKING LIKE NOBODY'S FUCKING BUSINESS AND DID I ALSO MENTION THAT MY LEVELS ARE PEAKING BECAUSE THEY ARE PEAKING bit of the audio at the start.

This boy is taunting his schoolmate "You girl or boy? Girl or boy?" As he drives his elbow into his thigh. It hurts, I know it does. We played that game in primary school too. But what hurts more is what the boy is saying. With his words, he's saying that it's wrong to be a girl. That to give up and admit defeat, to say that it hurts, is to be a girl. Can you imagine how hurtful that can be? To hear other people think that just because of your gender, you're automatically weak and useless? I'm not being a feminist. I'm not saying that girls are better than boys because that's crap. We're as good as we want to be, and that's got nothing to do with your fucking gender. I just think it's extremely sad that even young children know how to be sexist too. 

I'm sitting here and trying my best to think, and really now I wouldn't normally be typing on the blog any more after Tumblr, but the truth is that I get way too distracted by all the cool shit that I see on Tumblr - for example, I just wasted about half an hour on Tumblr. Damn it all. Well, I wanted to think. And thinking usually helps when I leave something alone so an answer usually presents itself to me in due time. But tonight I need to ask myself whatever I can about this, it's important that I know what I'm doing. I needed to think about Jack. If you know who he is, if you know how the name came about... Good for you. If you don't... You can still ask me, if you like. What do I like about Jack? I like his eyes, his smile, the way he cracks stupid jokes, yet he's not exactly stupid, just lame sometimes. I like how he's taller than me, and I like how he seems sort of shy. I like how he seems to be more than what I see, I don't know how th...

Hey guys, I'm sure you've all seen how dusty and sad and unloved my blog is getting. Truth is, I'm away on internship right now, and when I get home I'm completely exhausted and don't want to do anything but sleep till morning. I've also been spending a lot of time on Tumblr, so if you want to follow me on Tumblr or whatever, text me, tweet me, ask me in person if you want to, and I'll decide if I'm cool with letting you see my Tumblr or not. This blog isn't shut down just yet, because I've had it for so long and there are so many posts here and quite frankly I've gotten quite attached to this blog. Let's just say that it's on indefinite hiatus, yeah? Chances are that I'll have to shut it down eventually, but for now I'm just leaving it in limbo.