For we must all learn to howl.

1032 - Was busy settling the birthday cards for some clients of an agent, so I'll start here - it's good to have a friend in the same office wow. A friend works here, but she hardly gets to come in because of how busy she is - she's in today for a course that the office signed her up for, though, and we chatted for a while before she had to leave for her class. It's really nice to know you've got someone whom you know, at least! 1045 - So. Tired. 1047 - Definitely don't understand why they want me to do all this research though? I mean, looking for iframe information and examples isn't very helpful when my brain hasn't woken up yet. 1056 - http://thoughtcatalog.com/kim-quindlen/2015/04/19-struggles-of-people-who-seem-distant-but-are-secretly-very-affectionate/ I'm a hugger, but yeah. THIS. I always thought I was a very physically affectionate person until I started dating Tsuki-kun (I really need to think of a better name hmmhmm) and WOW was ...

0857 - Wee bit early to the office today - I refuse to believe they have nothing for me to do. LET'S DO THIS SON. 0920 - Boss wants me to look for "interesting" articles on financial stuff. This shouldn't be too bad! 0925 - Wait. How does "financial" and "interesting" even fit together in the first place? 0932 - There doesn't seem to be anything even REMOTELY interesting about financial stuff. Wow. This is both fun and painful. 0951 - HOW IS IT SUPPOSED TO BE POSSIBLE TO FIND AN ARTICLE ABOUT FINANCIAL STUFF THAT IS /INTERESTING/?! 0952 - /SCREECHES/ 1029 - This is actually sort of fun, if you look past the whole this-is-incredibly-boring-why-do-we-have-articles-on-insurance thing. 1047 - It's always when I don't write for a while that I start wondering if I should continue with my blog - I love my blog to pieces, but sometimes I wonder at the content I put up there. Is it even worth reading anymore? It's not like I ha...

Well it's been fun so far on day three - nothing much to do because there aren't many people in the office and those who ARE here don't have any need for me just yet. Been helping my boss take a look through his website to offer suggestions on what can be changed or corrected - he seemed pretty happy that I had quite the list when I showed him on Monday - and now I'm helping to correct the language mistakes made in the website's posts. It's not too bad, I'm having a lot of fun editing the text (yes I enjoy this, no it's not weird) so far and even had to rewrite a large chunk of text ahhh. The day's been good to me so far. 1125 - Followed the boss downstairs to listen in on him talking to a colleague about a case. All jargon so far, nothing understandable to mine ears just yet. 1134 - Only in insurance does someone dying sound like a happy incident because hey, if someone dies you all get money. 1145 - Boss explained a bit about the case. Still ...

I haven't been posting here lately because I've been bogged down with work and school and what have you, and it's been easier of late to just scribble stuff in that notebook I always carry around in my bag. I'm also more exhausted than I usually am, so I'll keep this post short. A quick update: I'm currently on my holidays and working as an admin staff before school starts on the 4th of May BALI TRIP WITH CIRCLE NEXT MONDAY YAAAS SO EXCITED - more details to come, we've all been keeping this really quiet because we don't wanna make a big deal out of it! And that's basically it for now. I was also helping a friend out with some filming that she and her friends had to do for a school assignment, and that's all over now - I'd wondered about sharing the video on social media because they're all really cool and I'm so proud of the work they've done and effort they've put into the video, but I really felt that I'd pull...

Second day of work so far - everything's going pretty well, and everyone's really nice. It actually feels like I'm an intern again, to be honest! 0917 - Already settled in, and now it's time to get started on the stuff for today. It feels nice to be working on stuff again, trying to finish the tasks given as quickly as possible. 0957 - Flood of people in, rush of people out. We're always rushing, but sometimes I wonder if we know where we're even going. 1019 - And here I was thinking oh, this cardigan is a lot warmer than I give it credit for ahh~ and OH HOW I AM PROVEN WRONG. I'd give anything for my hoodie right about now~~ Although the office is so quiet the cold hardly bothers me. 1025 - Sleepy~ But then I'm always sleepy ugh. 1135 - The medicine for my cold sore burns. I wish it'd just burn the damned thing away for good. 1358 - Just got back from lunch with two of my colleagues - they're really nice, and I never knew how big a d...

Am I supposed to miss him this much? No one ever really explains what it's like to physically crave someone, to just want to hold his hand and hug him and just feel his arms around you. No one told me I'd miss him so much when he's not around that it would actually manifest into a constant dull ache, like the feeling that something's not right when he's not around. How do I erase the impulse to text him every hour, every minute, filling his phone with nothing but nonsensical confessions of how much I miss him? How do I make it stop?