久しぶり！

I haven't been posting here lately because I've been bogged down with work and school and what have you, and it's been easier of late to just scribble stuff in that notebook I always carry around in my bag.

I'm also more exhausted than I usually am, so I'll keep this post short.

A quick update:
  • I'm currently on my holidays and working as an admin staff before school starts on the 4th of May
  • BALI TRIP WITH CIRCLE NEXT MONDAY YAAAS SO EXCITED - more details to come, we've all been keeping this really quiet because we don't wanna make a big deal out of it!
And that's basically it for now. I was also helping a friend out with some filming that she and her friends had to do for a school assignment, and that's all over now - I'd wondered about sharing the video on social media because they're all really cool and I'm so proud of the work they've done and effort they've put into the video, but I really felt that I'd pulled the overall awesomeness of the film down.

Decided against sharing the video on social media, but I think it should be okay to put the film up here - not many people read this blog anyway.


The film was really well-shot, and the editing was so good hnngggg. I still think my acting wasn't that good, but hey, I guess it could be worse.

We've just gotten our timetables for the next trimester and I feel like crying - we have no off days, and all the timings seem pretty fucked. But it's gonna be okay, we'll deal like we always do.

Sakura flowers always cheer me up - they're like my favourite flowers next to poinsettias.
Ironic that my favourite flowers should be the ones that come by once a year, huh?

I can't think of what else to type, and this mix is really nice.

That's it for now, I guess - I'll have to try to update a little more often.

Oh, and for those who have been asking: things with Tsuki-kun are still going well (and I don't think "Tsuki" suits him that well, I might need to change it), I just really haven't been able to find the time or energy to properly blog about things. I've still got my insecurities around him, but I've been trying not to listen to them and he's trying to understand too, so I suppose things are working out, no? :)

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