Nothing Else

Whew, the last time I blogged was a year ago!!
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Okay, that joke's getting old. MOVING ON.

So.... How's everyone? How's 2012 so far? Oh, that reminds me. I have my New Year Resolution! *waves sheet of paper* To be honest (I know it's the 6th day of 2012 already, and this is pretty darn late), I'd already penned it down on New Year's Day itself, okay? SO DON'T JUDGE HAHA.

My 2012 resolution is to be more emotionally mature, as much as I can. I don't know how I can elaborate more without things getting a little too personal.... That stuff's reserved for my diary muahahaha.

Oh yeah, Isaac's back in Singapore! Welcome back, my friend! :D

It's kinda tough to believe that school has only started for three days, because it feels like a month has gone by. I'm already so exhausted, sigh! :(

COMPLETE: J2 Assignment (ICA2)

INCOMPLETE: Public Speaking (needs to be 3/4 done by next Thursday)
MMP Project (I haven't quite looked at this yet. OH LORDY.)
Percomm (Survey must be done, Secondary Information must be gathered)
Photography (Individual Photo Essay + Group Phototaking by end Jan)

I'm screwed. In all truth, I don't even know what to blog about anymore, I don't even have a social life now. My daily schedule is pretty much like this: 1- Wake up. 2- Go to school. 3- Survive somehow. 4- Go for drama practice (this one I enjoy). 5- Go home. 6- Stay glued to lappie, feverishly typing till past midnight and mum comes in to yell. 7- Sleep for 5-6 hours, and do it all again the next day.

The stress is definitely eating in. But tonight, just for tonight, I'll let myself be consumed by my music. Nothing else matters tonight.

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