Feeling low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low...

I'm feeling really depressed. If you see how I act in school, you wouldn't agree at all, but the truth is the truth. I'm feeling really low.

I haven't seen 'Edward' for about 14 days now, yet to me it feels more like a month. Sounds like something from the Twilight series, but that's the truth. Now that I haven't seen him for so long, I really miss him. A lot. Shan Xuan asked me yesterday, "Would you be content just to see his back?" When I answered yes, she seemed a little taken aback. Maybe my standards might be considered low, but the truth is that I so rarely get to see him, so being able to see his back makes me feel happier even though its nowhere near the effects of being able to see him. Before, I was able to go hyper throughout the entire day just because I was able to see him during assembly, and that sort of 'fueled' me. Now, when I want to be hyper in front of my friends I have to draw upon my own 'fuel', so it gets really exhausting at times. It's sort of like he's my light, and I can't really do without him. I miss his smile, I miss seeing him walking in the corridors in between lessons, I miss hearing his voice... I miss everything. Oh well, at least Shan Xuan understands. She faces the same problem, after all.

Sigh........................... Well no more self-pity!! Nevermind, I'm still gonna be hyper tomorrow, otherwise I might just blow my top at a certain someone. (I've been controlling myself pretty well all this time, but there's just no telling when I might lose it) No names revealed, but all I'm saying is that the person is sooooooo irritating!!!!! Ugh!!

On to others, I'm currently hooked onto "Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles"!! Sigh~ Syaoran is super-cute!! XD He and Sakura make the perfect couple!! I've been watching the series, but it takes forever to load the darn episode. Grrrr...

{JUSTIN BIEBER'S ALBUM, "MY WORLD" IS COMING OUT NOVEMBER 17!! CAN'T WAIT!!} XD

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