For we must all learn to howl.

Hi Xinyi!! Okay, I know it's really, really late, but happy (belated) birthday to you! I read your blog and you said your birthday kinda sucked, so I'm hoping that reading this may help cheer you up, even a little bit. Firstly, I'm sorry I missed celebrating your birthday with you :( I'm a horrible friend, I know. So I swear that the next time we get to hang out, let me make it up to you, okay? Ice-cream of any flavor, of any cost, from any shop. My treat ! Let me know what you think of it, okay?? :) And I really hope you liked the presents we got for you! Lastly: Hip, Hip, Hooray It's a special day today! A special day for you, and full of good surprises too. I made this poem for you as an unexpected gift. So when you read it you'll smile and give your mood a lift. I know that this sounds cheesy, but it's really the best I could do. Cos I've never done a birthday poem before though I'm doing one now, just for you! This is an original poem that I cre...

School has officially started today, whee. But then again I'm not in school at the moment cos today's a tutorial-only day and we don't have tutorials in week 1. So no school today, instead I'm chilling at home and feeling weird that others are in school when I'm not. Alright, this blog is in serious need of mini-updating cos I have been superbusy these few days and probably have minimal time to actually post. I'll most likely write my blog drafts down {I can't really control my urge to pick up a pen or pencil and just write }, but actual posting will have to wait. So, letting you guys know in advance. Alright, I have met my class B1C03, which is actually pretty awesome, no matter the fact that I thought they sucked when I first saw them. I mean, I actually had pretty high hopes for my class. When you think of Masscomm, most of the time you'll have the impression that a class full of Masscomm people will be like a class full of drama kids - loud, outspok...

Numb. How is it that I feel emptiness when I think of your name; when I picture your face? What happened to the flames that I swore blazed only for you? Could it be that they have died? Faded away, into cold nonexistence? Heaven knows how hard I’ve tried to remember your face in vivid clarity to hear your voice as you call to me to recall how I felt when you were near? I stare at your picture, but what do I see? No picture can show me what you mean to me or was it meant? Is there a difference between these emotions so alike? Is this what ‘moving on’ means? That I should feel nothing for you when my heart still insists otherwise? Maybe, another day, I will know; If my soul still whispers your name, but for now I will mutely hold on to memories, that which fade away each day.

Well, it's been a long while since I last posted, hasn't it? I guess I really should get to updating this. First of all, I've been at TP's FOW (Freshman Orientation Workshop), which is more commonly known as the non-residential camp. Our houses are called 'empires', and we have Vetra, Tovaz, Eckton, Baetos and Skelto. I'm very happy to say that I'm in Skelto! Okay, I had a minor mix-up with the empires in the beginning, because {I have no idea how} my name got registered twice , so I was placed under both Eckton and Skelto. In the end, I was just told to choose whichever empire I wanted. Skelto for me!! :) I was super-high during my camp, which was good since it got everybody else high as well. You can ask anyone in my sub-empire, which is SKELFER by the way, and they'll say that my level of high-ness reached insane proportions during camp. They didn't even believe me when I said that I didn't touch the Red Bull at all! It would take me much...

For the past few days, I have been hunting down Cheryl and Germaine's blogs. For those of you who are confused, don't be. I have two cliques/groups of close friends/sistahs. The first one consists of Cheryl, Germaine, Alicia, Serene (who was the newest addition to our group) and I. The other one consists of Xinyi, Lydia, Huimin, Adelin, Shan Xuan and Hui Yen (when they feel like it) and I. There was another 'member', but sadly, we've drifted. Anyways, I was reading Cheryl and Germaine's blogs. Why? Well, let's just say that they started theirs way earlier than mine, so now I'm making the effort to track them down (with permission, duh). So... Reading through them, I find myself mentioned in their posts, especially the older ones when we hung out so often because we were all in the same class. That's the reason why I now have two groups of sistahs - Because we all got seperated and made new friends, but stubbornly refused to let go of the old ones. ...

Have you ever felt frustrated that no guy ever seems to notice your existence? I know I have, on quite a few occasions. It's like they'll all be fawning over some other girl instead, and you'll be left in the dust wishing that you could look a little more like her. To be completely honest (I'm not flattering myself, I swear I'm not), I'm perfectly aware that what I lack in style I more than make up for in substance. And hey, I have some style. At least I know how to avoid looking like a complete fashion disaster when I go out. But I've noticed a general trend in the girls that guys seem to gravitate towards: They usually have long hair. I know, I have long-ish hair too, but it's just because I got sick of having short hair that didn't even suit me in the first place. Plus, long hair makes me look a little more mature instead of cutesy, which I really wanna avoid. But look around - almost every girl who has an other half (I'm not saying 'bette...