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New Year's Eve

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Well, 2012 is almost over (I don't know what time zone you guys are in, but here it's about an hour and a half more till 1/1/2013), so here's the obligatory New Year's Eve post. 2012 has been one helluva year, with ups and downs and downright wonky moments. I've laughed and cried and cried some more, and all in all, I've learnt one very important lesson: NEVER EVER CRY WHILE WEARING CONTACT LENSES. I'm just kidding. But seriously, that shit hurts. I strongly advise you to remove the contacts before hitting the waterworks, if you really have to. Anyway, 2012 has been full of shit, no lie. It's also been a pretty fun year, too - I got closer to certain people, drifted from some others, and made friends with people I'd normally never even talk to, because we're so different . I've discovered new things about myself, both good and bad (99% bad, actually...) and well, I'm a different person. I'm different from when 2012 started. I...

Dear...

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Okay, you know what? I can't do this any more. I've been reading this Tumblr page and putting up the posts that really made me laugh and cry and the thing is, I can't stop.  There's no ending. So I'm cutting this post short because I really can't put any more of this up, and I'm going to wipe my eyes and blow my nose.

Close The Door

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I had a really freaky dream a few nights back, the kind that you normally try to forget once you wake up. It was really short, but rather scary (or at least, it was in the dream. I was terrified). I was pushing against a door. It was a wooden door, but pretty flimsy for some reason. And the scary thing was that something was ramming itself against the door, trying to get in to wherever I was. And it was winning. I tried to slam the door shut to lock it, but I couldn't, it was too strong. And I heard strange growling coming  from it. Every time it rammed itself against the door, I felt myself being thrown back a few inches. And I was so scared in the dream, it was an instinctive sort of thing, like I knew that something bad was going to happen if and when it finally came through the door. I couldn't manage to hold the door back any longer, and burst through. The thing was, I never even managed to see what it was - the moment the door burst open, I bolted upright in bed, wid...

of Verona - Dark In My Imagination

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I don't know why, but this song appeals to me in such a way that I feel like I actually relate to it on some level. For some reason... It's like this is a song that fits in perfectly with all the other songs that make me, you know what I'm saying? Anyway, enjoy :)

Brother.

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I've always been an only child, which is both a good and bad thing. THE GOOD - You don't really have to compete with siblings. - Most of the attention is on you. - You don't really have anyone to fight with. THE BAD - You compete with your cousins/classmates instead. - Attention is bad, especially if you're uncomfortable with the constant scrutiny. - You don't have anyone to share stuff with either. - You're fucking lonely. The loneliness has always been a problem with me, because my cousins never gave me the time of day when I was a kid, and the adults were always so busy, much too busy to talk to me and listen to the stories I wanted to share. In the end, I created an imaginary friend, one who was so real to me that I insisted on holding his hand all the time, and insisted on saving a seat beside me at the table whenever we ate. He was the first person I spoke to when I woke up, and the last person I saw before I slept each night. It got to such...

Merry Christmas!

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Merry Christmas, everyone, from the bottom of my heart! All you guys who read this tiny little blog, whether regularly or sporadically or whenever you accidentally click the link that brings you here... Merry Christmas to you all :) Christmas is a time for giving, and I don't actually have anything to give you guys, but just imagine me giving you a HUGE hug, all right? And a plate of virtual Christmas cookies. I don't have much to say, cos I'm a girl of few words, but hey, spend time with your family and friends, alright? And keep blasting those Christmas songs if you can, it'll make sure that we're all celebrating Christmas together, no matter where we live, no matter what time zone we live in. I love you guys so much :') Anyway, what's a blog post without the usual picture spam, right? HEE. Santa's elves send their love and Christmas wishes. (As well as pre-licked Christmas cookies, I'm not sure if you want those) The guardians ...

Dead.

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Sobbing. Dying. Whatever. I can't even. I can't. I just can't. I'm literally laughing and crying at the same time. Come on fellow Potterheads, let's cry together.

Addicted, But To What?

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Yeah, I feel like this today.

Beautiful

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Aren't they beautiful? I can't pull any of them off, but I can admire them all the same :)

Pics of the Day

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What do you guys make of this picture? Any interesting thoughts on this? As a pokemon fan, I have to say that this picture definitely brought back some good memories :') Now they are just beautiful.