New Year's Eve

Well, 2012 is almost over (I don't know what time zone you guys are in, but here it's about an hour and a half more till 1/1/2013), so here's the obligatory New Year's Eve post.

2012 has been one helluva year, with ups and downs and downright wonky moments. I've laughed and cried and cried some more, and all in all, I've learnt one very important lesson: NEVER EVER CRY WHILE WEARING CONTACT LENSES.

I'm just kidding.
But seriously, that shit hurts. I strongly advise you to remove the contacts before hitting the waterworks, if you really have to.

Anyway, 2012 has been full of shit, no lie. It's also been a pretty fun year, too - I got closer to certain people, drifted from some others, and made friends with people I'd normally never even talk to, because we're so different. I've discovered new things about myself, both good and bad (99% bad, actually...) and well, I'm a different person. I'm different from when 2012 started. I'm a bit quieter, a bit more mature (or at least I'm praying for that to be true), a bit darker.

Well, 2012 passed by so quickly. I hate to say it (because it's so damned cliché), but it's true. And I've never done this before, but I wanna thank those people who made my year so special this year.

1. The Drama peeps.

I'm sorry that this pic doesn't have all the members, but it's about the closest I could find for now :(

Seriously, you guys, thank you so much. I regret that I never really got to hang out with you often enough (because I am about as social as a freaking potato), and well, sorry that I ever left in the first place. But I promise I'll try to hang out more often!

2. My crazy group of girlfriends in CMM.

You guys really made my year, honest. :) When I was down, being around you guys always made me feel somewhat better. I really hope that we can keep hanging out even during SIP next year!

(I'm sorry that this doesn't include Jane, but I couldn't find a pic of us with her in it :<)

3. Pedo.

I LOVE YOU INSANE MOTHERFUCKERS. Seriously, what I love best about you guys is that your method of dealing with sad or serious moments is "just go nuts and lose your mind and everything will be rainbows and cupcakes". Seriously, I have so much love for you guys. Even though there are times when I feel like I don't belong (cos you guys are too fucking cool for me to really belong, come on), thank you so much for whacking me upside the head and telling me to shut up.

4. My Twitter friends.

You guys are awesome. Pablo, Vero, I love you guys so much. I know I don't have very many close Twitter friends (honestly I feel close to the two of them only, for now), but I really wouldn't trade either of them for anyone else in the world.
Pablo, thanks for insisting on celebrating New Year's with me over Twitter when I said I was lonely. Seriously, go celebrate with your family and friends though :) And you know it's true, the weird misfits are usually the best people we ever meet. Thanks for a great year, and here's hoping for a great 2013 and more spazzing over Frostbite or Hiccup or Jack Frost ;)
Vero, every time we chat I still can't believe that I'm the one who's older than you :O You're beyond cool, I swear, and I love how you're crazy too ^^ It's been a year of highs and lows, but I'm glad that we talked to each other when we had problems. And I'm glad that we tried sending Christmas cards to each other (though I never managed to get yours - did you get mine?), I think I'll send earlier next year so you might actually get it by Christmas! Thanks for everything, sweetie :')
They're amazing, simply amazing, and they've stuck by me (via Twitter, duh) when I've been feeling upset.
I'm so glad for that.

5. All the Potterheads I know.

You guys are the best fandom I've ever had the good fortune to be a part of. Wherever you live, whichever time zone you're in, it doesn't matter because we're all under the sane sky. And I just wanna say that I'm really glad to be part of such an amazing family, because honestly speaking, the magic will always live on in each and every one of us.

Who're you going to be spending New Year's Eve with though? Some of you may be spending it with friends, family, that special someone even, when midnight comes around.

As for me, I'll be spending it with a few important people in my life.

The Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles and Xxxholic cast.
'nuff said.

The Seigaku boys!

Seigaku FIGHT!

Kazuki Kato.

Bby I know you're far away, but I'm gonna send my love to you either way~

(It's just sad cos he doesn't even know who the fuck I am)

All the ROTG guardians (yes, even Pitch!).

Happy New Year to you all :)

 And quite obviously Jack Frost.

I don't think I'm breathing properly anymore ever since that Hiccup RP account asked you who you were planning to kiss on New Year's and you didn't reply...

THERE MAY BE HOPE YET :3

Other than them (yeah you can prolly guess by now that my social life leaves much to be desired), I'll be spending New Year's alone, because the parents tend to sleep early.

Happy New Year, you guys.

The monsters in my mind.

Yeah they'll be the ones keeping me company tonight, and tomorrow night, and every other night in my life.

I'm sorry cos I don't want to ruin anyone's New Year's, but I can't hold these thoughts back tonight.

I'm not gonna lie because it's the truth, even though it's depressing and may ruin New Year's for some of you. I'm lonely. I've never felt lonelier tonight, and I'm actually gritting my teeth to prevent myself from crying because I hate being a crybaby.

I just want someone to spend New Year's with.

And I know I'm crazy, but I'm actually imagining Jack Frost in my room right now, keeping me company because I'm so sad tonight. I'm imagining talking to him, laughing with him, falling in love with him.

Yeah.

I know I'm nuts.

I know.