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It's been a long day. Scratch that, it's been a long week. Month. Lifetime. Whatever. I can't wait for this to be over, I'm so tired between doing shit for Stop Press and Anatomical (that's what I call my IJ blog) and also looking out for more shit for the Mag and Talking City.
Oh yay, more shit to do for PBL. And here I was thinking we might actually get some down-time, a momentary lull between our writing stuff and the Mag itself.
Milk's humming beside me. I think she does it to stay calm? In times of stress, she hums. I seek out the nearest decent-sounding trance/house mix. God how I miss Nakashin4 - I could really do with a really good hour-long mix right about now.
The class is surprisingly quiet - everyone's just about drained and ready to die.
I was pretty disappointed by the sudden change in plans - we were supposed to go for drinks after class today for one of our Mag articles, but that plan got scrapped after realising that fuck, we don't have time as it is. I was pretty damned upset over it, but ehhh that was just the lack of coffee talking - I was okay after a much-needed shot of caffeine.
So now we're all looking at our schedules and glumly contemplating different methods of suicide. I'm thinking seppuku, going with honour seems pretty good right now.
Sneaking out of class with Milk just now was pretty good - took selfies, chatted, bitched, bitched some more. And it always makes me realise that no matter how shitty I feel, it's good to have her around, whether for bitching or coffee or anything else.
God I'm getting mushy again.
Fruitcake is seriously testing my patience - I can be nice for so long before heads roll, okay. There are several things I'd like to say but won't, and so for now I'll just focus on scrolling through my phone's pictures of Milk and I (how we always manage to end up with no less than 10 photos per selfie sesh amazes me) and listening to this mix - it's pretty good if you overlook (or should I say overlisten) the annoying parts.
Yes I'm listening to this in class and yes I have this picture on my laptop screen, so if anyone walks past me they're probably highly likely to think I like to look at pictures of busty women in bikinis while in class. Well, that ought to boost my reputation.
But if you're not so into mixes, try this.
So. Good. And it's been giving me massive earworms all day.
I'm worried about the fact that even music can't help me stay awake anymore - I fell asleep listening to a hard dance mix last night while on the way home from my aunt's house, and that says a lot especially since mixes are usually what keep me up at night or when I need to stay awake for work. To fall asleep while a mix is on is pretty unbelievable for me.
Right. Rambling again. Sigh.
I've also started playing an MMORPG, and I'm not going to share the name out here - no need for anyone to judge me on the game I play nor how bad I am at it. Because trust me, I'm really bad - I tried party play last night for a quest and had to helped along so much, it was embarrassing. I'm going to get better, though, but I think I enjoy soloing more since I don't have to worry about attacking party members by accident. It was kind of cool how I made a friend through the party though!
I've also started to realise the danger of playing an MMORPG - I never actually thought it could be dangerous since I never played, but I'm starting to hear the alarm bells.
Every time I log out, I just want to go back in to play some more, complete more quests and fight more monsters.
I keep wanting to play it for two hours, three hours, four.
I'm tempted to forgo work just to play it.
And I know it's dangerous, I know I'm in my final year and I know that my assignments are pretty much everything before I graduate from TP. Call this one of the worst times to discover an MMORPG, right?
Which is why I'm going to rediscover my self-control.
ASSIGNMENTS COME FIRST.
Oh yay, more shit to do for PBL. And here I was thinking we might actually get some down-time, a momentary lull between our writing stuff and the Mag itself.
Milk's humming beside me. I think she does it to stay calm? In times of stress, she hums. I seek out the nearest decent-sounding trance/house mix. God how I miss Nakashin4 - I could really do with a really good hour-long mix right about now.
The class is surprisingly quiet - everyone's just about drained and ready to die.
I was pretty disappointed by the sudden change in plans - we were supposed to go for drinks after class today for one of our Mag articles, but that plan got scrapped after realising that fuck, we don't have time as it is. I was pretty damned upset over it, but ehhh that was just the lack of coffee talking - I was okay after a much-needed shot of caffeine.
So now we're all looking at our schedules and glumly contemplating different methods of suicide. I'm thinking seppuku, going with honour seems pretty good right now.
Sneaking out of class with Milk just now was pretty good - took selfies, chatted, bitched, bitched some more. And it always makes me realise that no matter how shitty I feel, it's good to have her around, whether for bitching or coffee or anything else.
As always, the first picture taken is the nicest. No exceptions.
It feels like this pic is a very accurate representation of our friendship hahaha.
I'm always like WHOOOO FANGIRL WHEEEEE ANIME OMGGGGGG SHUASFUYFGTEWUYFVYF and she's just like "Oh god, I'm so done with this shit no I don't actually know her, hahaha..."
I'm always like WHOOOO FANGIRL WHEEEEE ANIME OMGGGGGG SHUASFUYFGTEWUYFVYF and she's just like "Oh god, I'm so done with this shit no I don't actually know her, hahaha..."
God I'm getting mushy again.
Fruitcake is seriously testing my patience - I can be nice for so long before heads roll, okay. There are several things I'd like to say but won't, and so for now I'll just focus on scrolling through my phone's pictures of Milk and I (how we always manage to end up with no less than 10 photos per selfie sesh amazes me) and listening to this mix - it's pretty good if you overlook (or should I say overlisten) the annoying parts.
Yes I'm listening to this in class and yes I have this picture on my laptop screen, so if anyone walks past me they're probably highly likely to think I like to look at pictures of busty women in bikinis while in class. Well, that ought to boost my reputation.
But if you're not so into mixes, try this.
So. Good. And it's been giving me massive earworms all day.
I'm worried about the fact that even music can't help me stay awake anymore - I fell asleep listening to a hard dance mix last night while on the way home from my aunt's house, and that says a lot especially since mixes are usually what keep me up at night or when I need to stay awake for work. To fall asleep while a mix is on is pretty unbelievable for me.
Right. Rambling again. Sigh.
I've also started playing an MMORPG, and I'm not going to share the name out here - no need for anyone to judge me on the game I play nor how bad I am at it. Because trust me, I'm really bad - I tried party play last night for a quest and had to helped along so much, it was embarrassing. I'm going to get better, though, but I think I enjoy soloing more since I don't have to worry about attacking party members by accident. It was kind of cool how I made a friend through the party though!
I've also started to realise the danger of playing an MMORPG - I never actually thought it could be dangerous since I never played, but I'm starting to hear the alarm bells.
Every time I log out, I just want to go back in to play some more, complete more quests and fight more monsters.
I keep wanting to play it for two hours, three hours, four.
I'm tempted to forgo work just to play it.
And I know it's dangerous, I know I'm in my final year and I know that my assignments are pretty much everything before I graduate from TP. Call this one of the worst times to discover an MMORPG, right?
Which is why I'm going to rediscover my self-control.
ASSIGNMENTS COME FIRST.
This is me, by the way.
I'm really proud of her :)
Edit: I think it's reading through my posts that I realise exactly how tired I was when I typed this. How many "pretty good"s did I use ugh - my vocabulary takes a huge hit when I'm this zoned.
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