250214 Thought Process

- D.Gray-man cravings ughhhhhhh. I want to keep watching (but this is why the self-imposed limit is really useful, as long as I keep to it..!)

-  Can't believe I thought the Whatsapp messages were from a dream... How embarrassing, but really my dreams have been more frequent and intense - I was jolted awake from a pretty bad nightmare around 3:30 this morning... Sigh.

-  Second cup of coffee, and it's not even noon yet. Joy.

-  I know I'm well and truly stressed/tired when I start listening to Korean songs while studying. I'd listen to trance mixes, but they usually get me so relaxed that I don't feel like studying anymore, and Japanese doesn't cut it sometimes because the language is so familiar/pleasing to my ear. So my study playlists usually become a mix of vocal/dream trance, Japanese and Korean songs.

- I should probably put a really good mix together sometime during the holidays. I mean, I'm going to need it in university.

- Damn it. Am I going to NEED all these statute notes?!

- I should probably change out of my jeans (was supposed to meet mum but we changed our minds) but ehhhh they're comfy and I'm lazy. Though feeling lazy to remove my makeup is a new low.

- Every time I look at my laptop desktop or phone screen I see Levi Heichou's face ordering me to study.

YES HEICHOU RIGHT AWAY HEICHOU

- It's FUN to share Kpop parody videos with PY hehehe. She's watched all of them so she just dies another time when I show her!

- Ooh she's threatening to bring out the big guns - SNK-related stuff that will make any fangirl (ME in this case) die - after the exam. BRING IT. I AM READY.

- Mou, I'm tired...

- Looking through the past-year paper and feeling more than a little nervous. What if I'm prepping for the wrong thing entirely??

- HOT CHAMOMILE TEA OW OW OW

- Back to worrying (and nursing a scalded mouth). It looks as though I'll have to pin most of my hopes on the MCQ and True/False sections - that'll be exactly 50 percent of the paper. And speaking logically there's no way I'll manage to score full marks for that so... If I can get about 30 marks from the Structured Questions with about 40-45 marks from the MCQ and True/False, I should be able to hit about 70-75 marks and maybe scrape an A for the paper. Yosh.

- There's no way I can hope to get an A for this paper. What the hell am I on?

- That moment 2 hours ago when you said you'd be taking a half-hour break... Sigh.

- Mum says I'm too stressed, but that can't be cos there's literally nothing to stress over. I feel like I'm not stressing myself out enough... But I do feel a bit feverish ugh.

- That being said, I'm still going to try going for a run tomorrow. I could do with one.

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