Carrie


Just watched Carrie for the first time, I'd been dying to since I saw the poster for it. Reading the synopsis I was pretty sure I was in for what could be considered somewhat-classic horror, but honestly I didn't expect to cry so much.

No major spoilers will be given, but I cried so hard through the whole freaking movie. Don't ask me why, I won't be able to give an answer. I cried when Carrie was bullied and how nervous she always was around people because I could relate. Sure, I've never been through the same thing, but I've felt it. And I can say for sure that I cried because I empathised with her, because I know how she felt.

I sobbed through the whole prom scene (before everything went to shit) because the whole thing about getting excited a week before prom, getting your outfit, waiting for your prom date and then talking, having fun... It was the whole thing about her date actually being the sweetest date ever and going out of his way just to make sure she was comfortable and enjoying herself, and he even coaxed her to try something when she was too shy to. When he said she was beautiful... I had to pause the video to grab a couple more tissues because I was a mess, ugh. No matter what, I thought he was the sweetest prom date she could ever have gotten (and his way of being kind of bad with words was kind of cute too, I must admit). I think part of everything was also because I felt like Carrie, wanting that one day where she could feel normal, go to prom with a guy and be the only person he really looked at.

 Sigh.

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