雪

『LOVELESS』ですか。。。

I wonder.

Can you see it? The days

passing by like faded greys

Somewhere between the headaches and the spinning

the letters

the writing

meaningless flirting

I think I started missing you again

しっていますか？

How it felt when I talked to you

I don’t want to hear their voices the way I did yours

I don’t want to know their stories the way I did yours

The hot summer days we used to talk about

have melted into hazy sighs

『愛』はなんですか？

You said you would show me if I trusted you

If I fell

Did you catch me?

The doves have all flown away, my love.

It’s time to join them.

しっていますか？

I hate them.

The others – they don’t call to me like you did

With their panting smiles and hungry eyes

they want only to possess, control.

They think themselves wolves

but you and I, we were our own pack

This wolf hunts alone now.

わかっています。

I gave everything to you

so much that now the leaves are like falling snow

it is winter now, in the summer I used to tell you about.

It is winter every day in this simmering heat.

しっていますか？

I do not dream anymore.

To think I used to tell you my dreams,

to think I used to fly.

How ironic that I took the colour you loved for my own

Strength. Passion. Fire.

They may be my reasons, but to me it’ll always be your colour.

I don’t miss you.

But god, I do.