Slightly off-centre and hopelessly addicted to coffee.
It may be quieter now, but the voices still scream - only this time, I'm learning to scream back.
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Bad with multimedia.
Can't do shit for animation.
Bad with audio.
Bad with video.
Can't write well.
Can't speak well.
Tell me, Nat, what can you do?
Convince me that you somehow belong to the world of mass media.
You write exceptionally well from what I've seen, I'm sure you write much better than you say you do as well if your language is any indication. I can't say much for the rest, but I can at least vouch for your writing, as a loyal reader who actually enjoys reading your poems and stories in the past and your blogging about the goings on in your daily life :) so don't sell yourself short, mass media is a line of work I could see you doing, perhaps maybe more to do with writing than with something like radio? I think you just fail to see your own talents, and I'm sure I'm not alone in thinking you are talented and can make your way in the industry.
Hi and thanks for the words of comfort, but today's not a day of confidence for me, you know what I mean? Days like these, I do half-consider asking to change a course (even though I can't see myself in any other courses than the one I'm struggling in right now), but... Well, it's just a day. Thanks a lot though :)
I sincerely hope you get out of this funk and see just how amazing you are and how right you are for this. You love what you do and you do what you love, that's a rare thing that few can truly claim in life.
One of my colleagues was awesome enough to give me some tau suan. I'd been having a really crappy day, and this definitely cheered me up. This dessert, I like it. *throws bowl to floor* Another!
What's a patronus? According to Professor Lupin, it "is a kind of Anti-Dementor - a guardian which acts as a shield between you and the Dementor". It basically conjures an incarnation of the caster's innermost positive feelings, such as joy or hope, and is a weapon rather than a predator of souls. Patronuses shield their conjurors from Dementors, and can even drive them away. They can also be used to send messages. Well. I've always wondered what my patronus would be. Once upon a long-ass time ago when I was in Primary School, I'd have said that my patronus was a dog, mostly because my favourite animal back then was a dog (of course, that was way before I realised exactly how awkward I am around animals). Then a few years after that when I was in Secondary School, I would have said that my patronus was a tortoise or a turtle, for reasons that I'd prefer not to say. And then after I graduated from NAS, I asked myself again what my patronus co...
I dream of you almost every night now. Sometimes you're just a flash in my dream, a quick glance and you're gone, other times you're the only thing that my dream's about. Who the hell are you? You never look the same every time you visit me in my sleep, and yet I instantly recognise you. I don't know your name, I don't know anything about you, and yet I find that I'm the only one who knows you. It doesn't sense, but then again it's not supposed to. After all, which girl keeps dreaming of a boy she's never met? Or have we met? I would not know, since you never stay as the same person. You always look different. But there's that something about you that never changes, that always allows me to recognise you. Or is it you who allows me to recognise you? Please, let me find you, or please find me. I think I'm going insane, knowing that you're so close and yet so far. I'm definitely going crazy, talking to myself like this. ...
You write exceptionally well from what I've seen, I'm sure you write much better than you say you do as well if your language is any indication. I can't say much for the rest, but I can at least vouch for your writing, as a loyal reader who actually enjoys reading your poems and stories in the past and your blogging about the goings on in your daily life :) so don't sell yourself short, mass media is a line of work I could see you doing, perhaps maybe more to do with writing than with something like radio? I think you just fail to see your own talents, and I'm sure I'm not alone in thinking you are talented and can make your way in the industry.
ReplyDeleteHi and thanks for the words of comfort, but today's not a day of confidence for me, you know what I mean? Days like these, I do half-consider asking to change a course (even though I can't see myself in any other courses than the one I'm struggling in right now), but... Well, it's just a day. Thanks a lot though :)
DeleteI sincerely hope you get out of this funk and see just how amazing you are and how right you are for this. You love what you do and you do what you love, that's a rare thing that few can truly claim in life.
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