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It's been a really good weekend (even dad's usual assholery didn't upset me all that much), and I won't lie and say that Friday night didn't contribute to at least 50% of it (one word: Aoi-kun, though of course nothing happened and we're not awkward like I was so afraid about, hallelujah!). I won't explain more about it, because I'm sure you can at least guess and you can't possibly enjoy reading about me spazzing like some schoolgirl, though I can assure you that he knew nothing of the spazzing buahaha.

Anyway, it feels good to be wrapping up this Sunday night, what with me watching The Matrix trilogy (so complicated but it feels so good to just sit and watch and marvel at the effects that were used) because I've never actually watched it before and it was a pick between this and 2012 (science-y apocalyptic world or actual supposed apocalypse?) and listening to music that makes me extremely nostalgic. Aoi-kun's busy what on the other end of the planet, but no biggie - he'll text when he will, and I'll be busy with my own life anyway.

Thought I'd share some of the tracks I'd managed to find!

EARGASMS EVERYWHERE I MISSED THIS SONG OMG

So. Cute.


Buahahaha.




There are so many more but ahhh how's this for a walk down memory lane for now.

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