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0856: Just opened Google. Happy Saint Patrick's Day!

0857: I can't believe it was so easy to talk to Aoi-kun yesterday - I met him on Meow, which is like Omegle on an app. Would have stayed up chatting but ugh I had to sleep. We talked about everything and nothing, from tea and crumpets to stereotypes and social media to conspiracy theories and the global economy, for some reason. It was frighteningly easy how the conversation flowed, and he basically said that I was an interesting person ahaha. Plus I really liked how he talked, and (dare I say it?!) he seemed kind of interested in me as well. Well I've only known this guy for a few hours, let's see how things go I guess. Of course, the kicker to this is that he's an amazing person, we have loads in common (you like conspiracy theories? HOLY SHIT so do I!), and... He lives in the UK. Fantastic, right?

0907: Of course, I'm also worried he might be a Hans... Watch Frozen if you don't get what I'm saying.

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1009: Huh. It really IS the truth when they say that nothing bruises faster than a boy's ego. You're "not affected"... Sure. Your reaction to me saying I wasn't gonna follow you said very much otherwise. So you go ahead and "stay cool whatever happens", man. I'm still not following you.

1037: My ear still hurts, and it's driving me crazy. I can't figure out what's wrong with it, and if by Wednesday it's still this bad I'm going to the doctor.

1041: Reading up on Sumerians. It's interesting, but so far it's just like a History lesson.

1046: Okay your stereotypes are REALLY starting to piss me off. I speak well, so you say I'm most likely from JC? So what, poly students don't speak well? And I tell you I'm working right now because I need some extra money, and the first thing you say is that it's for shopping? Wow, that's original - I guess girls don't work for money to put them through university or to save up for emergencies? Because all we do is shop, right? You're annoying me - piss off.

1103: Shouldn't have worn this dress (I was lazy so I just wore whatever I dragged out of the closet), it's like a school uniform ugh.

1126: Shoo fly, don't bother me! I'm surprised it's not dead yet given how it's been flying around since last Monday.

1137: I don't know if my ear or my head hurts more at this point.

1336: I'm definitely seeing a doctor tomorrow. If I can't get this solved I can at least get some painkillers, because the pain is so bad all I'm seeing is static.And oh guess who texted back during lunch - I'm guessing he just woke up buahaha seeing how it's about 5:30am there. Apparently he's done some theatre too! Oh man, he's sounding more awesome every minute ahaha.

1345: I'm typing really boring stuff down on Meow because I can't think, my ear feels like it's being stabbed - I'm shaking like a leaf and this close to tears from the pain. I don't cry from physical pain easily, but I think I'm reaching my limit. So I'm sorry if you're trying to chat and I'm just giving you one-word answers or talking too much, I can barely think through the red haze.

1354: So now I'm worried that I've said too much and effectively succeeded in scaring/annoying Aoi-kun away (maybe he's been weirded out, or thinks I'm desperate or something oh crap) on Meow, and also MY EAR. It's the bane of my existence right now I swear to God, and I still need to survive another 4 hours before I can collapse and die on the pavement.

1357: 10 times in 4 minutes. This is going to be an excellent 4 hours.

1405: My ear. I'm going crazy. It's actually getting worse each time, I can't believe this.

1407: I wonder what kinds of painkillers I can get here? I really need them right now.

1413: What makes today both good and bad is the fact that there's literally nothing to do - Kat warned me that it was always the dry spell around the middle of every month but I've literally been sitting at my desk and blogging (and doing what reading I can manage with this earache) since 9am. In a way it's good, because I can't concentrate with this earache and I'd only cause more trouble for her.

1626: I'm seeing a doctor tonight. I need painkillers of some sort, and Panadol won't cut it.

1636: This is the worst feeling ever - Aoi-kun's chatting with me but I can't focus on the convo no matter how much I want to because I am literally crying from this pain.

1649: Basically told Aoi-kun I'd give him a proper reply after work because of my stupid ear. I feel so pathetic - who has to back out of a convo just because of their EAR? But seriously, try being me for today and you;'ll know what it's like.

1730: Told Aoi-kun I'd reply him later because of my ear, he was really nice about it and told me to sleep it off (how I wish I could). He also said he was doing work, and chatting with me would only distract him. Ouch, kind of, but it's true - his replies kept me distracted all day, though for me it was a good thing since the only other distraction would have been my ear.

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