Sign
Do you believe in what they call divine intervention?
I don't know if I do. I mean, I've been born and raised a freethinker, but I do occasionally pray to god, or at least what I know of god. I try not to think too much into stuff like this, because the last time I did I got so confused that I just curled up into a ball and cried. I felt so lost.
But this post isn't about that. I just want to ask, do you believe in otherworldly powers intervening and playing a part in our daily lives? I wouldn't say that I believe God or Kami-sama or whoever did this or that which influenced this or that in our lives, I just believe that nothing is a coincidence. In a way, you could say that I believe in Hitsuzen (Fate).
You might wonder why I'm talking about this all of a sudden. Well, if anyone has realised, I've had a few bracelets on my left wrist over the past few weeks, which I've never taken off (except for the past few days because of filming and Performing Words, both of which required me to take the bracelets off). If you've looked closely at the bracelets, you would have noticed that there were three pendants - a Cancer horoscope sign, a Taurus horoscope sign and a star.
I should prolly explain what each pendant means.
The Cancer horoscope sign - that's my horoscope sign. As someone who believes pretty strongly in horoscopes and astrology, my horoscope means quite a lot to me.
The Taurus horoscope sign - that's Rikugame-kun's horoscope sign. I'd bought that bracelet because Tish had urged me to that day, saying that I should wear it until I felt that I was truly ready to move on from him. That would be when I'd take it off, when I felt that I didn't need the constant reminder of him anymore. I felt that she had a good point.
The star - I love stars. I don't know why, I just do. Stars of any kind, as long as they don't feel threatening. Again, this is something that I cannot explain.
So after Performing Words, I put my bracelets on again, and didn't quite realise that I'd put all 3 bracelets on. When Jo mentioned today that I didn't quite need the Taurus bracelet anymore, it got me thinking.
Lately, things have been going pretty okay... And I realised that with all that's been going on in my life lately, I hadn't been thinking of Rikugame-kun that much. In fact, he'd barely even crossed my mind. So I snapped a picture and posted it on Instagram, wondering if I should take it off.
I don't know if I do. I mean, I've been born and raised a freethinker, but I do occasionally pray to god, or at least what I know of god. I try not to think too much into stuff like this, because the last time I did I got so confused that I just curled up into a ball and cried. I felt so lost.
But this post isn't about that. I just want to ask, do you believe in otherworldly powers intervening and playing a part in our daily lives? I wouldn't say that I believe God or Kami-sama or whoever did this or that which influenced this or that in our lives, I just believe that nothing is a coincidence. In a way, you could say that I believe in Hitsuzen (Fate).
You might wonder why I'm talking about this all of a sudden. Well, if anyone has realised, I've had a few bracelets on my left wrist over the past few weeks, which I've never taken off (except for the past few days because of filming and Performing Words, both of which required me to take the bracelets off). If you've looked closely at the bracelets, you would have noticed that there were three pendants - a Cancer horoscope sign, a Taurus horoscope sign and a star.
I should prolly explain what each pendant means.
The Cancer horoscope sign - that's my horoscope sign. As someone who believes pretty strongly in horoscopes and astrology, my horoscope means quite a lot to me.
The Taurus horoscope sign - that's Rikugame-kun's horoscope sign. I'd bought that bracelet because Tish had urged me to that day, saying that I should wear it until I felt that I was truly ready to move on from him. That would be when I'd take it off, when I felt that I didn't need the constant reminder of him anymore. I felt that she had a good point.
The star - I love stars. I don't know why, I just do. Stars of any kind, as long as they don't feel threatening. Again, this is something that I cannot explain.
So after Performing Words, I put my bracelets on again, and didn't quite realise that I'd put all 3 bracelets on. When Jo mentioned today that I didn't quite need the Taurus bracelet anymore, it got me thinking.
Lately, things have been going pretty okay... And I realised that with all that's been going on in my life lately, I hadn't been thinking of Rikugame-kun that much. In fact, he'd barely even crossed my mind. So I snapped a picture and posted it on Instagram, wondering if I should take it off.
When I reached my stop, I looked down to grab my wallet and felt my heart stop, because sitting innocently on it, separated from the bracelet chain, was the Taurus pendant. I checked it. Nothing was broken. The clasp was fine (the chain was still on my wrist, even) and nothing seemed out of the ordinary. The only thing was that the pendant had somehow dropped off the chain and onto my wallet.
Freaky stuff.
When I got home, I decided that hey, maybe god is trying to tell something. Like "Girl, you've found someone who could be good for you, why not give it a whirl? You never know, because something good could happen. At the very least, you two can still be good friends. Maybe it's time to move on from Rikugame-kun, you know?"
So..... Okay.
I took off the bracelet, and well, it didn't hurt me at all to have to take it off. Maybe it is time that I move on. Either way, I take this as a sign. We'll see where this goes.
Wish me luck, ne?
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